Things have changed drastically since my last entry on here. It's been nearly three months since I've written, but I've grown and developed into this weird human being who doesn't really know what's going on, as opposed to the well-informed person I was at the beginning of September. I've lost and regained nearly all my friends, I've confessed my love to someone I meant to hide my feelings from, I've been in a terrible car accident, I've grown apart from all that I know, and I've morphed into something that is unidentifiable.

I used to be able to classify myself easily with common adjectives in the English language. I can't do that now. My mind and soul have become a convoluted mess of underground tunnels and dimly lit hallways. There's this sickly sweet music winding throughout me, but I can't commit it to paper so everyone else can see. I feel truly, utterly alone for the first time. I am surrounded by people who claim to love me, but I still feel alone. Their assurances do nothing for me anymore: it's as though I'm a completely different species. I truly feel like I don't belong here.

It's late and I'm muttering such nonsense...